Thursday, October 12, 2006
Insomnia
So, it's 2:30 in the morning and I can't sleep. Not the first time. I happen to be one of those insomniacs, you know the kind, sometimes I sleep well at night, sometimes early morning is best. Sometimes I can't get to sleep at all, sometimes I get to sleep fine but then wake up early and can't get back to sleep.
Sleeping pills? A joke. I mean, they work occasionally, but usually what ends up happening is I take a pill, don't sleep, then I am even more exhausted the next day because of the drugs and lack of sleep.
I get klutsy, cranky, depressed, unintelligable. All I want to do all day is lay down and take a nap, but I force myself to stay awake so I'll be extra tired that night and . . . of course . . . I can't sleep when it's time.
I am so aggravated.
Sleeping pills? A joke. I mean, they work occasionally, but usually what ends up happening is I take a pill, don't sleep, then I am even more exhausted the next day because of the drugs and lack of sleep.
I get klutsy, cranky, depressed, unintelligable. All I want to do all day is lay down and take a nap, but I force myself to stay awake so I'll be extra tired that night and . . . of course . . . I can't sleep when it's time.
I am so aggravated.
